For those who don’t know, my new year runs from when the clocks go forward, giving a much better point of the year for resolutions and goal setting. There is also a Solstice when the clocks go back. For more information, click here.
This one could be a tough one. Phew, deep breath, let’s do it.
The simple fact is that this past season has been – and was always going to be – dominated by Tess. It’s only been two weeks and while we have adapted to life without her very quickly (much quicker than I was expecting) any reflection simply gets stuck at the point she died. Looking back past that is just really tough.





Still, as much as I don’t want to move on too quickly, it is important that life carries on. And, I mean, we did have one fantastic last season together, including her accompanying me developing an entire new crag.
So it’s not with sadness that I look back. Well, it is but it is also with much joy that we were both still fighting forward right to the end. Perhaps it’s easier to skip back to March and go from there.
Season Review
This has been a strange summer. On the one hand, it’s seemed mad-cap and relentless but looking back through the hard data, I’m not entirely sure why. As the mental load has continued to weigh heavy on me, it’s difficult to remember exactly what happened too.
One thing for sure is that work has been nuts. Last year, I famously ‘took August off’ but it was patently obvious that not only was that not possible this year, I’m actually still paying the price for it. I did take time off climbing during July and August but no time off work and between the end of May and the start of August, I ran 16 courses across Solihull, Kendal, Gloucester, Liverpool, Stoke and home. It was a bit much.
I do still enjoy the courses and did thoroughly enjoy running them all but the pressure has not gone unnoticed. Alongside this has been private sessions, business development, book writing and notably, the publication of my first academic paper. It’s just been busy is all.
Biking has certainly featured heavily this summer. March saw a day trip to Delamere Forest with perhaps a sign of things to come over the coming season. During the summer months, we would have a week in Kielder Forest as well as the epic ride from Bangor down Lon Las Ogwen; 26 miles with a nine- and seven-year-old who didn’t muster one complaint at all.
Camping, too, has also been a theme. Two ‘Snail Camps’ this summer both went very well (running out of gas and water respectively notwithstanding) and both continued our tradition and added Em into the mix too. May saw us go on our inaugural trip to Pembrokeshire as a family for the weekend but more on that later.
There’s been some watersports into the mix, mostly on Llyn Padarn but also Llyn Tegid down near Bala. While there’s not really much to say about it, having chance to have a play with other’s kayaks/kayak seats on the SUP has reminded me quite how much I love kayaking. Single blade was fun but the second I had a twin-blade paddle in my hand, I was in my element. Another forgotten passion from my youth recently remembered.
But of course, climbing has woven it’s wat through the summer, as usual; even with six weeks off. It is perhaps quite telling that so much has been away from home, with only a sneaky link up at Caseg Fraith and a new boulder at the Pen y Gwryd featuring in my sends of the summer list that could be classed as local.
It’s been less a case of revisiting old haunts – only Anglezarke would really class as an old favourite this year – and more finding myself in new places hitherto missed for one reason or another. After literally decades of wanting to visit, I finally have my tick at Woodwell O’Ert road, having been restricted by access issues in the past. Friend and colleague John Kettle took me to his new venue in the Kirkstone Pass and almost lost one of his first ascents to me. Meanwhile in the Midlands, I finally got the chance to head to Biblins Cave near Symond’s Yat.
But, of course, the most significant has to be Garn Fechan. Combining so many factors of my life, I returned to the same campsite as our family trip five weeks later to develop what was essentially an entire new crag from scratch. 18 lines in four days, spanning my birthday and with what turned out to be my last adventure with Tess, it was an incredible few days. Company would’ve been nice but Johnny was a wonderful host and you play the cards you’re dealt really. I certainly made the most and now feature in the South Wales bouldering guidebook.



Garn Fechan will live long in the memory. I’ve developed crags here but not many, only one really (Clogwyn y Garreg) and this was certainly a significant one for me. I’ve liked the approach I’ve taken too: heading down, putting up a handful of climbs at a mix of grades and then passing it on to any and everyone for them to go add their own mark.
Looking back now, I will look back with fondness as the last adventure of Tess and I. On my 42nd birthday, desperate to complete the climb that day, I put up Meaning of Life 7b. The reference was obvious but there was more to it. The spirit of adventure, exploration, tradition, all were woven into that moniker. But so was the dog. The companionship we shared for so long was significant on that day.
Previous Season Goals
- Write Training Plan (with non negotiables and Foundation Strength)
- Top Ten Yearly Average of 7b or higher
- Physio visit and get healthy again
- Improve cardio fitness, potentially through Swim/Bike/Run
- Finish and publish a book
How Did It Go?
Bit of a mix to be honest. I did, indeed, write my first training plan and in typical fashion, created an entirely new system for doing so. It was a good concept and sharing with others has proven it’s worth but typically for me, the simple requirement of journalling my sessions eventually proved my downfall.
And no, I didn’t do any Foundation Strength work.
Yet somehow, I have actually managed to get a Top Ten Yearly Average of 7b. Now, there’s an outside chance I’ve actually fallen foul of Goodhart’s Law, here and once that number got to the target, I’ve stopped. Maybe, though it’s probably more likely that I’ve simply stopped getting out because my schedule and workload have become utterly insane. Still, I don’t doubt if that target had been higher or if it had been more of a metric then I probably would’ve found the time somehow.
I have found time for physio sessions and they’ve been brilliant. For the first time in a long time, going swimming hasn’t caused any significant shoulder pain; winner! Isi Booker has been great and the rehab exercises have gone very well, tailored to my own perculiarities in such a way that I actually do them.
I do, indeed, feel a lot healthier again. Was that through swimming, biking or running? Erm, not really. I have been a few times but nowhere near regularly enough for it to make even the slightest bit of difference. It has been enjoyable though and remains on my radar, albeit low priority. I’ll stick it down again for next season, primarily as I do actually find it quite enjoyable.
But then the overriding theme of the past few months has been the book. I am so close to actually getting it finished, I’m about a third of the way through getting to a final draft. Outdoor Bouldering is the current, working title and feedback has been coming in nicely.
What has been enlightening is the reason I’ve not done it after all this time. The thing is – and I’m not sure if anyone has ever told you this – that writing a book is actually really hard. Like really hard. I’ve often wondered why more people don’t do it. Well now I know.
Most of my articles are between 1,000-2,000 words. This book clocks in at about 30,000. That’s a lot of articles but where the articles are easily formatted and simply chucked online or handed to a publisher, this is totally different. It is honestly brutal.
Yet I’m very nearly there. What’s even more encouraging is that I get the feeling that once I’ve written one, writing another will be so much easier. Still, this is not the time to get ahead of myself. I’ve GOT to get this over the finish line and it’s really close. One last push and it’s there.
Next Season Goals
Tricky one, again, with not knowing what’s coming. If the book is released soon and sells well, that changes things. If it doesn’t, that makes life difficult.
That said, from the early escapades on the aggregate, I’m optimistic about this coming season.
Maybe I’m getting carried away but I honestly feel this season might be a good one to target another 8a. I’ve only ever done two – one lead, one boulder – and it would be great to do another. Ideally, it would spur me on to Sway On next summer. But I’ve said that before…
To do that, a high aggregate score will really help and early playing suggests it could go very well indeed. It’ll be difficult to manage without incurring injury, as has happened over the past couple of years. Now I’m in the Vets category, there’s little point worrying about the leaderboard so maximising score, while not getting hurt should suffice as a goal.
It would be nice to get out a bit more too. Yes, it depends on the weather and that’s impossible to predict but if I can, getting out will be really good. If nothing else, Tess’s ashes need scattering at various crags and I don’t really want to wait until Spring.
Given the swimming and biking have been fun, why not carry that on? They’re surprisingly accessible and can’t hurt my fitness, even if it is now and again. So why not stick it down on the list?
All this being said, the biggest thing for my overall health is to get this book finished, one way or another. The stress is insane and it needs to change. The best way I can see out of this is to actually finish it. Then let the chips fall where they may.
- High aggregate score WITHOUT INJURY
- Climb an 8a indoors over the winter
- Push outdoor Top Ten Yearly Average up to 7b+
- Continue with swim-bike-run but with some regularity
- Have a published copy of my book in my hand
Again, it’s tough to be able to predict this one. It could go any which of several ways. I’m very much coming into this one way more open than any season for a long time.











